Daydream Juice

How do we explore our needs? How do we find out who we are? In every one of us there's a gargantuan power able to make our dreams come true.  We all are good at sth and the thing is to find out what is it. Once u get to know what's your destiny you're able to follow your own path of life.
Most of our time we spend at work while no one would ever at one's deathbed say- I wish I spent more time at work. Why do we dislike our job so much? Why couldn't we find power and will strong enough to find job which fits our needs and dreams?  Once you're happy in work-your life is much better.
The moment I found out that the power to lead a happy life lays in ourselves and that we have all tools needed to step into the way of success, firstly I was filled with excitement. Then it disappeared as fast as it boomed- I realised how badly I used my time. My every second of every day. It's because I always had excuses for not doing what I wanted. ..everything was always too hard to do, I didn't have qualifications,  possibilities, I was born in wrong country or I was too shy or melancholic.  I discovered how badly I influenced MYSELF. I created all of my own boarders,  they weren't there when I was born. Everything is in our heads. We hide behind excuses and run away from responsibility for ourselves coz therefore we don't have to take the gamble and we feel save. We can explain our laziness with sth in front of ourselves and others. This is the best way to lead an unhappy and empty life.